Currently Listening Avenue Q (2003 Original Broadway Cast) By Jeff Marx, Robert Lopez, John Tartaglia, Stephanie D'Abruzzo, Avenue Q see related

- Fine Fine Line

.time to say goodbye.

Here I am unseen

You look through me unaffected

So stand beside me,

And don’t deny me,

And help me find my way

All alone I stand

Looking in at your world

So hold me,

Break me,

Mold me,

Make me

Fit where I belong

When all I’m trying to find

Is right before my eyes

Here I am

I don’t wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit and stare at you

I don’t wanna talk about it

I don’t wanna conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

‘Cause I’m in love with you…

(fall to pieces)

I miss you, I miss you so bad

I need you, oh, it’s so sad

The day you slipped away was

the day I found it won’t be the same

Now you’re gone

Somewhere I can’t bring you back

(slipped away)

I’ve lost half of myself and now there’s no one to help me pick up the pieces and FIX it…!!  Lame because I don’t know why I can’t just GET OVER it…  I lost my flower but you were creating a rose and picking up the petals.

R.I.P.  my one

“my knight in shining armor turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil”

(That wasn’t true…  I think I always knew that…)

For once in my life, I've actually found some clarity in one aspect of my every day.  I know that it'll come with very much disappointment, and perhaps even anger, from people that I love and care about with all of my heart, but it's something that I've got to do.  I wish I had their support, but regardless this is what needs to be done.  I can only pray for the day they'll understand.  Meanwhile, with this new revelation that I've come to, I'm going to be taking on a new burden...  I only hope and pray that I'm ready for this...

<3 jamie nalani